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To Lose SomeoneWait until you lose someone,
Their meaning now unknown,
Wait til they are far from you,
And then you'll feel alone.
Wait a month and fourteen days
Let their absence just sink in,
And once it does, you'll realize
Your sorrow soon will win.
You never know just what you have
Until it disappears...
That's why you love them til the end,
Be it days or months or years.
Preserve your heart as best you can
Make your smiles last,
Cause any time something goes wrong,
Death can happen fast,
Wait until you lose your love,
Their true meaning now unknown,
Wait until they leave you here...
And you'll truly feel alone.
DimitriWander through the trees,
Stare up at the pale blue sky,
Black branches out like claws.
Find you sitting, crying no tears,
Staring into nothing,
With a silver blade sliding
Across the smooth, pale skin
Of your arm.
Golden eyes wide but unseeing
As the blade cuts.
Blood drips slow but steady
Onto your old striped shirt
And I watch without words
As it seeps in- another stain of pain.
You've returned to your old ways
Your wicked, Dark ways of
Skin torn eyes unmoving and a
Look of pain and terror frozen on
Your sculpted face.
Your wings gone, and you'll no longer
You'll not be one of us again.
You've killed too many
Broken us all.
You were our downfall.
So be lost, keep cutting.
You'll not return to us again.
Heaven closes its gates to you
And we keep your wings locked away.
The Title Is A MysteryYesterday, I doubted
Today, I just don't know
Tomorrow determines everything
But today, it seems to glow.
A week ago I cried,
Clueless of the world,
Wondering what confusing life
Into which I had been hurled.
A month ago was different,
Sad and full of stress,
Each day from school to home I'd go
And for hours I would rest.
At night when I would wake again,
I'd gaze up at the moon,
With a tears, I'd wish again,
That the light would shine through soon.
Yesterday, I doubted,
And today I just don't know,
Tomorrow, I'll know everything
But today just seems to glow.
How To LiveLife is something precious,
Something you should treasure.
Life is full of hardships,
But flows on like a vicious wave.
Life always has those moments,
The ones you don't want to end.
With all that life is, how is it lived?
Live like you will never die,
But it all will end tomorrow.
Smile until your face hurts,
And banish all your sorrow.
Love like nothing stops you,
With the whole of your being,
Cherish every memory,
And find light in all you're seeing.
Tell your loved ones how you feel,
Open up your heart,
If you live your life this way,
You'll accept a peaceful part.
From The DarkFor so long, I walked a dreary path.
Fog shrouded a world I longed to leave.
For so long, nothing was beautiful.
The world appeared veiled and gray
And all I craved was the smallest glow-
The smallest sign this world could be happy.
After a forever of hoping and wishing,
Dreams, to me, soon became reality.
From the dark oblivion I emerged
And overthrew the veil.
This new world flooded with color
So opposite to my old, melancholy world.
I found I could sing and laugh and smile
And see my new world with dancing eyes.
I could be happy, and I could stay so.
From the dark, I emerged.
To The Heartbroken written 11-14-11Through these times,
Such times of hardship
We must pull through
To win this fight.
Through the days
We shed our tears
For our pain is much too strong.
We will join hand in hand
And somehow we will carry on.
We will live as if happy,
We will smile like nothing's wrong
But we know we will give up soon
For we were never too strong
We grow weak
From our hopelessness
We will live without our hearts
We will wish for the beginning,
To have turned away at the very start.
In our times of painful silence
Where we know not what to do...
We soon wish for our happy endings...
The lives we wish to spend with you.
I Am A GirlI'm just a girl. I'm just a girl who is a bad influence, a bad example, yet finds such hatred in her heart for humanity, for the lack of morals, lack of respect or understanding. I'm just a girl who will never understand this corruption. I am a 15 year old girl who wants to pierce things, who wants to know how it feels to be high, who wants to drink, but not get ruined. I'm a girl who doesn't know how to take a compliment, even though she's secure of herself. I'm a girl who wants braces, because her teeth are her only insecurity, next to her skin. I'm a girl who's hopelessly in love with someone who will only destroy her in the end. I'm a girl who's cried more than enough tears for a lifetime. I'm a girl who's got scars to prove she's been through pain. I'm a girl who keeps secrets that could kill others, I'm a girl who's friends with betrayers. I am a girl who trusts, and trusts too much. I am a girl who cries when animals die, and a girl who laughs when humans get what's coming to th
Chapter 1. 7th GradeDear you,
Honestly, I have no idea where to start. But I have to write you this, and I have to send it. First...well, let's just start from the beginning.
In 7th grade, we met. We started talking in November. Your first words to me ever were "Hey, come sit with your boyfriend!" in the morning, before school, sometime at the end of August or beginning or September, when I was dating your friend Will. When I first heard of you, you were dating my (at the time) new friend Maddie. I remember thinking to myself, "I'll never like him that way."
First word that started this story: 'hi '. Your single message to me, over Facebook, shortly after we became online friends. I had no clue what to think. I was just... indifferent. On that day in November, I didn't know it, but my life was changed.
We talked about so much. Music, jokes, people, problems, feelings, life. Around the
Love lostLove Lost
Days reduced to nothing
Without your gentle presence
Abandoned in unfulfilled longing
Tainted with darkness' essence
The tears I've shed have already dried
Leaving scars to mock my sorrow
Why didn't the world end when you died?
there's no point for something like tomorrow
But life moves on...without a care
As if your death didn't matter
God give me mercy...if you dare...
To mend this heart in the state of tatter
Memories of a faraway past
When the world was bright
To think such happiness wouldn't last
you've taken away my light
Words of sympathy
It pains me to hear
Such gentle cruelty
I feign to hold dear
Condolences break me....
With their lies...like screaming souls
I don't wish to see
The extent of my hearts tolls...
My only salvation is the memory of your face
That slowly begins to fade
you've left without a trace
Whispers of farewells you bade
Don't give me that look!
don't tell me to move on
You don't know how long it took
To accept the fact your gone.....
I'll Lie and Say I'm CleanYou told me crying is healthy,
so tell me, please,
why does it hurt so badly then?
You finally realized why I strangle myself
beneath heavy, weighted clothing;
it's to hide the gore tattooed on my wrists
And the hipbones that protrude from haphazard flesh.
You finally recognized the signs
shining out through the holes in my veins;
you took my face in your hands and looked at me
- really looked at me -
and finally saw the condensed destruction within.
You gazed at me with a knowing expression
and said "those aren't from your cats, are they".
It wasn't a question,
you were already sure of the answer.
I was surprised I didn't spin my usual jokes and twisted truths,
but I suppose I'm just too tired of lies to care anymore.
Well, I care now,
because I know that you'll never look at me the same.
You'll never trust me
until I can prove to you that I'm clean.
I told you I'd stop,
but the good feelings only lasted as long
as the glistening tears;
is it still a relapse
Sweet LieYou believed my sweet words
Even though they were obvious lies
You just wanted to believe they were true
You didn't care if I really felt that way
I knew what you wanted to hear
And gave you everything
Except my heart
I could cut it out
And hand it to you
I could bleed for you
But no matter how I try
My heart will never beat for you
To the VeinTo the vein that wasn't cut
To everyone who called me a slut
Just let it be known,
I can stand on my own
Though I still have the need
I refuse to bleed
My scars haven't healed
but my wounds have all sealed.
I'm ready to throw out my blade
and to watch my deepest hurt fade.
For three long years,
my blood was my tears...
So To The Vein That Wasn't Cut
I am Enough.
Words I Hate©Lonewolfpuppy
Safety. Laughter. Help.
Sorrow. Doctor. Smile.
Positive. Lies. Mental.
Illness. Knowledge. Sick.
Obligations. Trust. Care.
Laughter. Smile. Positive.
Oh, you repeat these,
but tell me this;
How do you laugh
when people make you cry?
How do you smle
without wondering why,
Why you can only be positive
they've turned a blind eye?
Mental. Illness. Sick.
So haunting, so thick.
Mentally you say
I could be unwell,
and everyone else
thinks I'm ill as well.
I'm sick of these sounds
from you devils in hell!
Trust. Care. Empathy.
should control thee.
Trust you, I do,
But I'm feeling betrayed,
You don't seem to care
- it's nothing you convey,
You can't use empathy,
So what else can I say?
Safety. Laughter. Help.
Sorrow. Doctor. Smile.
Positive. Lies. Mental.
PrayingShe collapses beside his body
Rests her head on his still chest
Closes her eyes to set free tears
She opens her mouth in a silent scream
To share the horror with the world
To let the world feel her pain
She touches his face
Remembering his smile-his laugh
The eyes that pierced her soul
She clings onto his body
Hoping for him to be there
Praying he will stay here
Warrior Cats Poem
WARNING CONTAINS SPOILERS!!!
NOTE:NO ONE HAS ANY PERMISSION TO USE THIS POEM!
Should have know from the start
That this would fall apart
I just want to get away
But I hurt you everyday
Deep in my soul
I know I can't let you go
Nothing is clear
Were living in fear
I see the signs
In the night skies
Trying to make out the words
As they try to be heard
Deep in the forest we must fight
For what we believe is right
Leaders are granted nine lives
While the rest of us must fight to survive
Because if we all die
It's the end of our time
Following the code
That everyone knows
We train our young
Under the sun
To protect everyone
Until we're done
Tigerclaw tries to lead us into a trap
Which we may never come back
He brings many deaths
And it ends in a mess
We had to join the clans
To take a stand
Against the vicious BloodClan
Chased off their territory
In such a hurry
But its not the end of this clan's story
Running off into the unknown
So long ago
They found a new home
A lie...I can't smile
Feel the happiness
Feel the meaning
I'm a robot
I'm a lie
Feeling the darkness,
Feeling the sorrow
I don't live
I don't die
Feeling the emptiness
Feeling the loss
Of a life
Pinky PromiseSoul shattered. Sorry I wasn't there.
I promised, once didn't I?
I break promises I guess.
I don't bother listening to the messages on the voicemail anymore.
They collected themselves together until the error comes up;
and I have to force myself not to bite my lip while I delete them.
Your voice is still beautiful by the way.
Don't hate me, please.
It's just who I am.
Attention hyperactive paranoia at being close to anyone disorder.
Isolation clings to my skin like ice to a rail in winter.
I love you,
but I can't tell you that. . .
I guess in the end you'll be happy with someone else,
and I'll smile like every beat my heart makes isn't bleeding, too.
To Go TogetherHe promised me forever...
Just me, only me.
I remember that I smiled,
Whispered, "Good, cause I'll love you always."
And he kissed my hair.
Our years went by, and I made a promise
I didn't want to make.
To stay alive, if he went first.
First, I refused, my heart already pained...
"Promise me," I heard him say,
"For I promised you forever and that promise,
It still holds true."
So I wiped a tear away, I grabbed his hand,
And with no promise of happiness, I said,
"I promise... though I'll grow more pained each day."
And he smiled, squeezed my hand, and said, "I'll love you always."
The years of our life went by,
And I begun to notice his pain.
Time and worried time again,
I'd ask if he was okay...
Each time, same answer,
But my concern didn't fade.
One day, towards the end of our life,
We both awoke in the middle of the night.
He took my fragile hand so gently,
And whispered,"It's my time..."
And I began to cry.
With the weakest of whispers, he said,
"Remember your promise...
And that yo
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